Stuffing

Perfection

I like perfection. I like my course to run perfectly. I like my life to run perfectly. I like to always say the right thing at the right time. But life doesn't often work like that!
A lot of times I'm really hard on myself when things aren't perfect. Sometimes God has to remind me when I am being to hard on myself. Sometimes Barbara has to remind me :)
Before last week, I didn't even notice that I had 'head conversations' so much. Now I think that it was an ego thing. That I could have these conversations in my head and they worked out perfectly. But that is so unrealistic. People never say what you expect them to! I am doing better in this regard, not perfect, but better :)

posted by Aphra @ 4/25/2008 10:28:00 AM